After so many posts that has this dude named Afiq in them.
I think my friends would not know who he is.
I think it is time for me to tell stories about this dude.
Actually my brother's name is Afiq and my sister's husband's brother also named Afiq.
But this Afiq is a different Afiq. His name is Wan Ahmad Afiq. This Afiq is known as Afiq Uniten or Afiq Yaya *my family said*
Ive known this dude since the 1st semester we're studying at Uniten.
Ive met him the first time was on the orientation week. He acknowledge my friend *Fareeza* because both of them were in the same mass group. *mass group is given by the facilitator for the new students*
I was standing next to Fareeza. In my mind i was thinking "This dude is quite cute with his nerdy looks and smartly dressed up with shirt tucked in and wearing a tie"
Then that's it. Then one day, we were in the same Bahasa Melayu Korporat class.
The lecturer said we have to form a group for an assignment. So Fareeza, Iylia, Afiq, Wani, Izzaz, Chris and I formed a group for the assignment.
Me and Afiq started to be close friends since then. We skype-ed like almost everyday.
We talked to each other almost everything. He is utterly a very good guy to talk to.
Sometimes he acts all jerky and being so annoying at me in front of our friends.
He likes to tricked me and laughed at me. -___-"
So we are quite close but we both are not in the same class for any subjects until now. *i tell ya*
He is such a gila gila dude. I gave him loads and loads of nicknames until we lost track of them.
Right now i cant remember any of them because currently i called him "SuperFlash".
It's a combination of Superman and The Flash.

Actually he "was" my crush. I've been having a crush on me since 1st semester. But since he treated me like one of his good friends, i guess at that moment i've been 'friendzoned' by him. I assume he only likes me as friends and i accept that as long as we understands each other. Well actually i dont know what to blab about him because im just too scared of he would not like what i tell people about him. This post is the most special post and it's kinda took me a long time to do this but it's gonna be a long post. *sorry peeps*Afiq has been asking when will i post about him because ive posted about my other friends but not him. *im posting now* Sorry if it took me awhile to do this because i guess im just not ready to tell people who are you and how important you are to me. I have been single for quite sometime now. *7 months plus to be precise* After being single, all of the sudden he confronted me and confessed of his feeling towards me. I was in shocked actually because he's been friendzoning me since 1st semester.  My friends told me that he likes me with all the hints and everything but im the type that always in denial even if i like him too. The way he confessed to me was such a brave move and he was so cute cause at the time we were skyping with each other.
He said he likes me but then he ask me to forget about what he just confess and dont tell people. *at that time im like "ok he's toying with me"* He's giving me all this mix signals and hints but we're just friends.
Both of us likes to take things slowly but at that time it's not just slowly but confusing. After few weeks he confessed to me, then I confessed to him how i felt and feels about him.

At the end of 2nd semester, Ezat, Fareeza and him came to my house. We all hang out with my mother. We talked, we chat, we laughed. Then the three of them were supposed to sleep over at my house. but then Ezat and Fareeza decided to go back. Afiq was left and stay on to wait for my sister to come back from work. He waited and he sleeps over at my house. On that day i found out something that broke my heart into pieces. I literally cried cause he has been lying to me all this while. Fareeza and Ezat knew about it. They were pissed off and they actually dont want to go back because they wanted to be there for me and they dont want him to feel special for getting to sleep over at my house. Now it's hard for me to trust him back actually. I dont know why but i still feels that he's keeping secrets from me. At some point i've decided to close my heart for him. But he keeps popping in my life again and again showing me efforts. People said that a crush remains a crush if it is not more that 4 months.  But since our feelings are mutual. I like him more and more each day and it is more than 4 months obviously.

Now that we've been so close like more than friends, he started saying the L word to me. It has been a long time since i havent used that L word so it is kinda hard for me to use it again. because i dont want to get hurt again. Yes im scared of having a relationship. But since he's being near to me always and im so comfortable having him close to me, slowly im trying to push away those "scared of having a relationship" feelings. But when im starting to ready to have a relationship, i think he's not ready to have one.

Me and him likes to email each other songs and lyrics that we both would love to hear and reminds us of each other. One of his favourite song is by "The Paper Kites - Bloom". My favourite song that reminds me of him is by "Charity Vance - Icing". Our favourite song is by "Plug In Stereo Feat. Cady Groves - Oh Darling".

Afiq has many funny faces and actions that he always does when he's around people and me. But he looks cute in his own way. He can mingle around old folks and even around children. It's easy for me to bring him anywhere. He already met my family and my immediate families. My uncles,aunts and cousins all likes him. Now he's even joined us playing our family tradition game which is the "jinrami". Recently he just learned how to play it and then he beats me. He was placed second among the 11th players.

People said that Afiq completes the things that i dont have in me. My friends said that they way he talks and laugh sometimes resemblance me. They also said that Afiq and I look alike *i think because we both wears spectacles*. They also said that Afiq can "layan" my childishness. He surprised me with his "manja" attitudes. But one thing i like about him is that he has his ways to make me smile and laugh when im on my down days. He understands me very well.

In a relationship, TRUST is very important. So i trust him if he trust me too. As long as he knows how i feel about him and how he feels about me, that's enough for us. I hope that what we've been talking and saying about the future *InsyaAllah* will happen and we'll last longer being together. *Amin* Well that's the end of my post. You will be seeing him more in my life. To be continued. *he ask me to say this*








P/s: Here you go sayangku. The post about you that you've always wanted and waiting for quite some time.
P/s: I love you more and more each day. Sorry if it took me a longer time to say the L word back to you eventhough you have said it to me so many times. I hope you understand. and Sayangku! Please take note that by posting this publicly shows that im ready for a serious one. I hope you are too.
P/s: Please do the blog that you've always wanted to do and blog about me first *puppy eyes*

Newest P/s: Please brag and rant to people and your friends about this blog *with my manja voice* Pwetty pweasee!

*Please pardon my grammatical error and spelling typo*