Hey there folks. Sorry i've been occupying myself with family and studies. Currently im going to face my 4th semester final exam in January 2013. Now is the only time i got time to blog. So basically im going to blog about feelings in relationship. I'm happy in my relationship but it's normal though to have the ups and down in them. Im the type of person that when im committed to a relationship, i would make it work for both parties. When you dislikes things your partner did, do, said or says, you should consider their feelings also. When you have someone in your love life, you have to think of what he/she feels. My mother always advice me not to let guys take you for granted. My mother said "When you commit to one, you have to commit fully". To be honest im just a normal simple girl that have feelings to be jealous and have the right to say something. Buy why should i bother when others don't even bother. My mother called me just now and said things that made me shed tears. She said if a guy really wants to commit to you, when he did this or that, he should think "What would i feel if he did this or that to me?" A relationship is about give and take. Mama said even though you love that person so much but if he wants you to do this or that, but he cant and he don't, then he's not for you. Sometimes when you are trying your very best to please the other person, but yet your heart is tear up inside. But all you can do for your love one is smile as in everything is pitch perfect. But one day you will get tired and burst into tears and just say whatever you feels inside without considering other people's feelings. Love life sucks when these things happen. It hurt you the most when your love one seems to care more of what people say or thinks rather than you. I dont want someone that can't commit fully and not capable of give and take in a relationship. I need someone that thinks what i feels without even waiting or asking for me to say something in any matter. Blogging about this post makes me feel like crying my heart out. Mother knows what's best for you and what's not. I'm glad i still have my mother no matter what happen in my life. Not everything is peachy in a relationship. You just have to suck it in to make things work. When you love that person too much until it's hard for you to even hurt his feelings. In the end, you will suck it in and say "I'm ok with everything you did or does". But why do you bother to do so, if you cant make someone do the same to you too. At this moment, you will feel like that someone is better off without having anyone to argue, to constrain the other person from doing anything that he/she wants with whoever he/she wants. True that it's hard for you go out with anyone you want, when you have someone keep you from going out to. I'm sure that person will be more happy if we just stay like the old days where we're just two friends hanging out. I dont want to make anyone feel like I'm a distraction, or a fling or just some girl that wants to have a temporary relationship. Before i babble a lot more, im going to end my post here. If im free from studying for the finals, i will blog again. Good night peeps! Im currently at a very vulnerable state because im having the flu and im stuck in my room and people doesn't know im sick. I'm off to bed now after taking two flu pills. Have a wonderful day peeps! Sorry if you had to read the most boring and long post in my blog. Sometimes people just need to let it all out. No judging please! Thanks for popping by my blog. Few more days till the new year. So and early Happy New Year wish to everyone!

P/s: Hugs and kisses from me to you all. Be sure to make ones life happy in order to make yours too.